dinsdag, mei 30, 2006
Application for Bachelor of Biomedical Science'sout by 230pm today,
hoping and praying and crossing my fingers
that i can start this July.
Very slim chance i know,
As all the places must have been filled.
i don't mind starting next year either,
just that i really don't wanna work for 5 months.
Besides, if i'm caught up in the whirlwind of preparation, maybe then it would take my mind off leaving this place for real.
I really still have no idea whether or not i can handle it.
"it" being that extreme lonliness that had been my companion for the better part of my life
"it" being no mommy, no daddy, no rachel, no maxine, no ken, no pa-e, no ruth, no heather, no jan, no audrey, no birdie, no fabian, no min hui, no xinjin, no you-know-who for 3 months at best.
Am i really doing this?
the compulsary registration for classes is on the 3 July.
Which is in a month's time! -gasps.
That is, to say that if they still have vacant spaces,
and if my application takes exactly 2 weeks,
if my student visa takes another 1,
if the accomodation takes 3 days,
and if miracles do happen,
i'll be leaving in 4 weeks time.
I really didnt believe it until i typed that out.
All in good time.
i think its 1:21 a.m. now
Kim