donderdag, mei 25, 2006

Looking at you stand opposite me tonight,
In that distant and unfeeling manner,
I hardly felt anything.

All i could hear was the thud of my heart,
'Leave. Leave now. Leave before it gets too hard to walk away.'

And i did. I really did.

Even with Class 95 Love song's playing in the car,
Even with 4 days of tears behind me.

I still managed to drive off without trying to hold them in, as i always do,
and not let you see me that way.

I must say, i almost did a little chicken dance.

But all peskiness aside, i still do care.
And like i said - sometimes more than i want to.

If only Einstein/Bell/Edison had invented a time machine and/or memory eraser,
instead of clever but worthless things like the lightbulb and the telephone,

Maybe then i wouldn't wake up every morning feeling like i lost the love of my life.

i think its 3:51 a.m. now

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