maandag, augustus 14, 2006
I don't know why it took me 20 years to realize that i'm not very good with controlling my emotions.KIM! Haven't you learned your lesson? It's the same old story EVERY SINGLE TIME. You go to a club, get high, and come back with a crush. Even though it's on someone you're NOT ALLOWED to have a crush on.
Okay okay don't worry. I'll get it out of my system within a few days.
People don't usually cry in clubs.
So when i saw someone i care about SO much who did exactly that,
it broke my heart. It really did.
Other than that, i can't remember anything else.
Although i do vaguely remember licking salt off someone's hand
FOUR TIMES
alot, alot, alot of dirty-dancing, tango in heels,
and me trying to unbutton milo's shirt when buttons came on.
HAHAHAA that was hilarious.
Loosen up my buttons babe!
But you keep frontin' uh!
I also remember taking out my heels and running around the dancefloor
And... After 5 tequila shots and 2 vodka coke and.. i don't know
I've never been like this before ok.
All those times that i club, i get ridiculously high,
but last night - BAD.
Came home only at 9am after sleeping for 2 hours!
Stood in the shower and started crying
Not because of you-know-who but because i couldn't vomit
and man, was that the WORST feeling on this mother earth.
Felt only slightly better after 4 Weisen-Us,
And i tried sleeping but i couldn't!
Plus annabelle came over, and we had to meet eunice and gang at Crown.
I survived on 2 hours of sleep!
I love the Yarra River. It's a million times better than clark quay. PUI!
Okay i'm starting to ramble.
This is not a good sign. Usually what i say makes plenty of sense.
ARGH. I wish i would stop thinking about YOU.
NOT ALLOWED TO NOT ALLOWED TO NOT ALLOWED TO
ok. maybe just tonight okay? ok.
-
Slowly now we begin to move
Every breath i'm deeper into you
Soon we're standing still in time
And if you read my mind -
You'll see i'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know its true
I never wanted anyone like this
It's all brand new
i think its 12:08 a.m. now
Kim