donderdag, september 07, 2006
My mother's emails are lingering on the precarious edge of tear-jerking and.. uh, mushy.I'm spending far more time in the casino than i do in school.
HOW AH.
I don't like waking up in the morning and missing you so much.
I don't like that i still think of you almost every other second.
I don't like that i keep thinking about 2 july.
I don't like that i keep forcing myself to like someone else when i know it's just so fucking ostensible.
How? How do you deal when you know no one else is ever gonna make you feel that way again?
Flying, dreaming, walking, talking, falling - all at the same time.
I also don't like that i don't know why people just love to touch/pinch/pat my cheeks. Especially people i meet in the libaray and people i don't know very well.
i think its 12:33 a.m. now
Kim