dinsdag, november 21, 2006

For a very long time, i couldn't wait to get 2006 over and done with.
I couldn't wait for this nov/dec period to end.

I couldn't wait for it to end because everyday when i wake up,
i see the date, and i'm reminded of exactly one year ago.
I'm reminded everydamnwhere i go.

I'm reminded of exactly where we went, exactly what we both ate, exactly what we did, every conversation, every joke, every candle lit, down to every fucking road sign.



I thought that by having all the photos in my old laptop gone, it would have posed a lesser haunted-by-memories-at-midnight threat.

And my dad goes to do something he thought so chivalrous,
but nevertheless so fucking heartbreaking for his daughter -
by retrieving my hard drive from my already-RIP IBM.

So here i am, post haunted-by-memories-at-midnight,
looking through the folder aptly titled 'locked' under "All My Pictures".

And i know, come november next year,
i'll be haunted again.
And the next year, and the next..

i think its 1:30 a.m. now

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