woensdag, december 27, 2006
The craziness of the past few days has finally winded down.
The birthday was awesome - the most awesome yet.
My mom brought in a drag queen show as a surprise.
It involved alot of crotch-talkin' and one particular question
relating to MY VIRGINITY in front of my entire posse.
"So tell me honey, are you a virgin?"
Apparently my friends told me my answer wasn't very convincing.
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The day before we had Minnie's bachelorette party;
and i got to spend the first few moments of my bday
with the people i love most, in St James nonetheless.
Kisses from each of them did not cause a pimple outbreak on my face. :)
Secret Santa with the family on xmas eve was nothing short of amazing.
Ruth has managed to outdo herself yet again.
Every year it just gets better and better.
Got a gorgeous Guess bag i've been eyeing on from mom;
a Calvin Klein top from my godma,
and a very apt cheque from Daddy Generous.
Ruth got me a Coach keychain for my bday and now it's hanging proudly on my carkey. :)
Just when i thought i spent a bomb for her xmas gift by buying an iPod.
Material stuff mainly, but what made me really happy is spending the past few days with the people i loved most.
Thank you Eunice. For being the star of the night with my family
For having a formidable capability to impress even the scornful eyes of my aunties
For helping me entertain the friends i was neglecting
For being "a bright, shining smiling star" as phrased by vocabulary-challenged mummy.
Thank you for being suchhhh a SNEAKY SWEETIE
Just when i thought you were being suchhhh a bore
when i called you and asked you if i should buy that DiorShow Mascara i've been lusting after
"DON'T BUY LAH KIM! DON'T WASTE MONEY! BEFORE GO BACK TO AUSTRALIA THEN BUY! TING WO DE HUA LA."
and that ArmaniCode we both like so much in aussie.
Now i'm smelling so nice thanks to you!
(although we ought to do something about your odour......)
Seriously.
I love you!
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It's immeasurable. It's unbreakable.
Nobody can understand it, i guess only the both of us will.
I could have gone on gazing at you forever. I've never met such electrifying eyes. Eyes i've looked into for the longest time. Eyes that led me places i've never been to before.
Overwhelming love it might be. It just might be.
But i know i'm not giving my all this time.
Not because i'm afraid to get hurt again
but because i still reserve that small bit of my heart for You.
Even though this love is way more secure, way more satisfying, way less lies, deciet, betrayal.
Even though this love does not give me that many heart attacks
even though this love must be kept a secret from everyone else
It's definitely better than making love out of nothing at all.
Just like how it was one year ago.
i think its 1:19 a.m. now
Kim