woensdag, december 13, 2006

I can take the 3-month-hiatus - no talking no msning no meeting
I can take losing the only person who ever really knew/loved me - ardent adoration, hopeless devotion and all
But i cannot take this kinda soul depletion, devouring every ounce of my self-worth.

How long will this insulting, degrading, condescending unworthiness gonna last?



For the rest of our lives, every single time that you treat me with utmost cruelty, talk to me like you’re spiting, unleashing that monster inside of you, I must feel this endless unworth?

I have to swallow it back and think, yes kim you deserve every bit of it, just accept it silently. Because YOU DESERVE IT.

Just how much dignity do you want to take away?

I know its not revenge – I think that’s why it hurts the most.

i think its 3:35 p.m. now

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