maandag, december 04, 2006

I saw someone whom i'm not supposed to see at the beach today.

For that split second, I didn't know what to do.
For that moment frozen in time,
my heart gave an inexplicable murmur of excitement, excruciating pain, overwhelming happiness, bewildered confusion - all at once.


I wanted to call out your name; make you look my way
I wanted to shrink back in fear; let you go on your way

It's not that i don't want to see you - I do.
You have no idea.
I just don't want you to see me.

I don't want you to see a person who brought you immeasurable hate.
I don't want you to see someone whom you can't even stand to be in the same room with.

I just want you to be happy.
And i know you are - i didn't want to wreck that.

I'm sorry.

i think its 1:48 a.m. now

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