donderdag, februari 15, 2007
I can gush, i can post pictures, i can swoon and get giddy.I can even do the obligatory thankyou post.
(But he knows not of this blog,
therefore a thankyou would be ostensible)
But nothing, no words, no pictures can do justice for how i felt last night.
He brought me back to 1 month ago,
when i was literally losing my place in life,
when i was trying to find footing amidst the shrouded emotions.
He showed me that i don't have to be cynical just to take my vengeance on love.
He showed me why i've always been the way i was - guarded, distant, cold.
all with the most emotionally, physically, spiritually, sexually charged moment at the place we both love so much.
all right, that would qualify as gushing. -looks away-
We went to zouk after and i saw someone i DONT wanna see.
Especially not on V day.
But it's comforting to find out how much i DONT feel anymore..
I still felt a tinge of sadness definitely, that feeling won't go away with time.
But seeing the both of you together ignited something so raw within,
i was stoning on the dancefloor for a while. Haa.
As quickly as the feeling came, it passed.
I must be growing up.
It hard not to when you're dating someone so 9 years older.
i think its 12:06 p.m. now
Kim