maandag, februari 04, 2008
I'll tell you the truth.I've been crying most nights.
I'm scared, so fucking afraid, of taking it day by day.
Because day by day has amounted to 2.5 months,
and in less than 1 months' time,
I'll be back to life without you.
I'll tell you the truth.
I really don't know how to live without you.
No fucken clue.
Today with the family, laughing, joking, bantering,
above the noisy chatter,
For that brief moment,
my sadness momentarily dissipated.
And i didn't realize how sad i was until I was so happy.
i think its 12:23 a.m. now
Kim